I haven’t posted in 13 days. I don’t think I’ve ever gone so long without saying something, even if it’s only something stupid.
I haven’t said much because I’ve been busy, and also, because I’m not sure what to say. And when there is something I want to say, I’m not sure I should.
If I’m honest with myself, the big reason I haven’t said much of anything is because I can’t decide whether “FUBAR” or “clusterfuck” is more appropriate to describe the situation.
Almost none of the FUBARs that comprise the clusterfuck were unexpected. I knew some tough shit was coming my way, but I had no idea how hard it would hit me.
Also, I didn’t know it would all hit at once. I have no idea what I expected, but this isn’t it. It’s FUBAR x 5. It’s compound FUBAR, and everyone knows compound FUBAR = clusterfuck.