Feb 282014
two days in february

“Two Days in February” Goo Goo Dolls (1990) I hung your picture on the wall, but that’s all it is. I break my fingers to make a call, but that’s all it is. I know you’re livin’ way out west, but I don’t think that I confessed everything I feel. You say you got no faith in things that you can’t see. Well, I’m sorry I ain’t there with you, but you ain’t here with me. And I’m down in all my fears; I ain’t cryin’ no tears over you. Cuz everything’s wrong, but it’s alright. Everything’s wrong, well, it’s … [read more]

Feb 262014
three more wishes

He had been so good for me — so sweet and so compliant. There was no resistance. He was overripe and ready — needing only gentle pressure, he yielded at the slightest touch. He’s lovely that way, when he’s malleable and mine. It’s breathtaking and heartbreaking all at once, and in those moments, I wish I could move him as much as he moves me. I wish I could find some poignant, graceful way to communicate my appreciation, my adoration, and my complete and total pleasure in his mind, his heart, and his body. After he’s given so freely (after … [read more]

Feb 202014
holding back; moving forward

An unfortunate consequence of falling sand is that it grows heavier as it piles up. Every slight (both real and imagined) feels like a punch to the gut, and every little miscommunication feels like a blow to the heart. Each tiny grain of sand feels like a boulder atop an already-impending landslide that threatens to bury us both. It might. It might not. I’m not sure how much it matters — the end is coming either way. J and I are preparing for the oncoming spring, both separately and together. Historically, it’s not been an easy time of year for … [read more]

Feb 192014
I can't tell if somebody loves me

image, Marc Maron (2012) courtesy of Comedy Killers Vancouver. I can’t tell if somebody loves me was last modified: February 22nd, 2014 by Dumb Domme