Jul 132013
 

blurry-orgasmThere was want and frustration…

…and then they were gone, replaced by the feeling my brain waves had been set to white noise.

What happened in between those points is blurry now. It was blurry then, even as it happened.

I remember bits and pieces of commands (or was I pleading?), repositioning him (or did he move me?), growling (or was it whimpers?), and a half-hearted ‘stop’ (or was ‘don’t stop’?).

I remember the first waves of an orgasm.

I remember warmth and wetness (was it his mouth? his hands? his cock?), friction (was I moving or was he?), and strangely, I recall being vaguely unaware of his body in relation to mine (was he beside me? under me? on top?).

I remember more waves of pleasure (aftershocks of the first orgasm? a second one?)

I remember tension and release and more tension and more pleasure (a third?)

And then I remember there was no more — no more tension and no release — just gentle warmth that radiated up to the top of my head and down to the tips of my toes.

I don’t know how much time passed.

I don’t know how many orgasms I had. (Was it was two? Maybe it was four? Maybe it was a string of overlapping little ones?) In the delightful, disorienting haze, I can’t recall when one ended and another one began.

It was just last night, but I can’t quite recall all the details. I’m not entirely sure what happened in between the wanting and the white noise before I drifted off to sleep.

 

  12 Responses to “blurry”

  1. Yay, J! Yay, orgasms! I get blurry sometimes, but it’s usually because I’m hopped up on endorphins, rather than orgasm. Still, I enjoy being unclear on some of the details the next day, as long as I have that warm feeling.

    • Hopped up on endorphins is good! I like that feeling.

      As for the blurry feeling, I don’t like it much. It makes me anxious the next day. I’m actually trying to write about it now. Stay tuned for more navel-gazing, overthinking, and unnecessary introspection. :)

  2. There is little else in the world that is as pleasurable than that blurry feeling. I never expected to get it at the hands of my Master but it is something He enjoys doing to me…making me blotto (He likes the funny language I speak when He asks me questions…go figure)…but this, Ms. DD, was a lovely read.

    I can see/feel the rolling waves in your words, the sated glory of the moment. Thank you for sharing such intimacy.

    nilla

    • He enjoys doing to me…making me blotto (He likes the funny language I speak when He asks me questions…go figure)

      Oh, I love this too! I love making J a little spacey and then asking him all sorts of questions. His responses are sometimes amusing, sometimes lovely, sometimes completely unintelligible!

      I can see/feel the rolling waves in your words, the sated glory of the moment. Thank you for sharing such intimacy.

      Thanks, Nilla. :) I appreciate the compliment!

  3. I want to feel the blur *cries*

    • I want to feel the blur *cries*

      It’s fantastic when it happens… it’s like my brain shuts down and gets quiet for a little while. But after, it feels very strange. I’m assuming that’s more ‘me’ than it is something widely shared, though.

      I wish you lots of the blur you seek :)

  4. It was quite lovely. I know some people take notes, but I never have. I look forward to your overthinking coming next… :)

    • Thanks, Kitty. :)

      I know some people take notes, but I never have.

      I think I took notes on conversations, sex, and play before I even realized that’s what I was doing! If something strikes me (for whatever reason — something great, confusing, interesting, etc.), I like to make a mental note so I can return to it later and replay it or understand it better.

      Now that I’m two years into the blogging thing, I’m so happy I have a record of all this. Sooner or later, J will leave and I’m glad I have all these thoughts and feelings recorded. It makes the whole thing a little less sad and scary. :)

  5. I’m envious! I haven’t been good enough to have multiple orgasms *pouts*

    Respectfully,
    mysticlez

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