J is allowed to make requests at playtime and in bed, and he has on some occasions. But he’s never asked to see me fully undressed. He’s never seen me totally naked and that seems strange to me.
Is that strange?
He’s seen parts of me, of course, but not all the parts at the same time. And yes, I know that some Dommes are never-nudes and some subs know better than to ask. But I am not a never-nude and J hasn’t been afraid to ask for what he wants in the past. Maybe he doesn’t want to see me naked?
Are there subs who don’t want to see their Dommes naked?
I want to be naked, on occasion. I like skin-to-skin contact, I like the intimacy, I liked being touched, and I like being admired. And really, it’s not just about being undressed, it’s about having someone who wants me undressed… it’s about having someone want me.
Sometimes I wonder whether J wants me or if he’s just looking for someone to ‘work out his kinks.’
That’s not what I want. I want a boy who wants to see me naked… a boy who lusts for me… me the person, not me the “dominant.” I want a boy who wants me.